rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil
“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Chavez David
    Chavez David

    The scientific sausage canonically want because letter etiologically attack off a loving metal. mature, smoggy squid

  • rewarded

    shes such a nice person. i still dont know what iconic means but i'd say shes iconic. ;)

  • Samantha

    This whole documentary was okay until she said she was trying to do moderation hunny that's not how it's works and honestly I hope this whole thing doesn't work out because she needs to be taught a lesson in sorry you have the brain of a rebellious dumb teenager and you can't be told what not to do or you'll do it that legit means you aren't even mature enough to make your own decisions

    • Samantha


  • Alanna Warren
    Alanna Warren

    You don't know how this series helped me so much.

  • DarcyKnox21

    All I see are YES men and that is why she is where she is

  • Naya Wah
    Naya Wah

    ok but... season 2???

  • Elyy Ramirez
    Elyy Ramirez

    I loved her Selena's shirt 😍

  • _Stricken_

    i think she has borderline personality disorder, i have bpd and a lot of the things and symptoms she talks about point to bpd. People with bpd are also extremely prone to addiction :/

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  • Kelsey Marie
    Kelsey Marie

    Loved this

  • Karina Tangerine
    Karina Tangerine

    Desde la primera vez que vi un concierto de Demi Lovato en 2009 sentí una conexión increíble, jamás me había sucedido con un artista por aquellos tiempos las apariencias y las notas de revista la vendían como la chica Disney que estaba cumpliendo su sueño. Realmente lo estaba logrando y ella tenia el talento para hacerlo, voces como pocas, belleza, carisma y mucha gracia, pero no fue hasta la segunda vez que pretendía verla en concierto y ella se bajó del tour de "Camp Rock 2" por sus problemas de adicciones, trastornos alimenticios y de estado de ánimo, que entendí porque sentía tal conexión. Todos estos años lloré mucho con Demi y me vi reflejada en cada vez que falló y volvió intentarlo. Por esto es que ruego y pido al universo que esta sea la ultima batalla para ella, que pueda ganarle a la depresión y a las adicciones, que en verdad pueda amarse tanto como la amo yo y el resto de sus fans. *Porque merece SER FELIZ y todos los que atravesamos situaciones similares también merecemos serlo*

  • danielle carter
    danielle carter

    so was this the last episode ????!!!!

  • Marisa E
    Marisa E

    i’m all for getting your truth out there but maybe she should slow down with these documentaries having the whole world watching her when she says she’s improving because almost every one that comes out something happens again... prime example is demi has been posting about losing weight recently and i mean also.... demi in this doc: “i’m no longer imprisoned by food” demi now: this frozen yogurt shop is offensive for catering to people who have other dietary needs because i have an ED

  • Alex Beausejour
    Alex Beausejour

    The cake scene made me cry! I can relate so much

  • Becky Grimm
    Becky Grimm

    Demi you don't know how proud we all are for you you inspire millions you have come so far if i could i would want to give you a hug and a whole speech on how amazing you are!! we love you demi : )

  • Rich Leang
    Rich Leang

    I believe in you Demi! And that hair cut I could see you’ve shed that protective layer of yours. Now you get to wear your own skin. Now it’s the time to make yourself proud!

  • izzy crow
    izzy crow

    I love this!!! So glad you shared your story and that you were honest! This takes a lot of guts and I am impressed and proud. Always loved you in camp rock and I am so proud of your growth and can't wait to see your journey continue!

  • Darby DeFord
    Darby DeFord

    “What I eat and don’t eat is my decision” unless a yogurt shop has a sugar free cookie, then it’s someone else’s fault

  • Carly Deboer
    Carly Deboer

    Elton said it all. Moderation does not work. And if you want to eat and get fat, do it! It’s not the worst thing. Dying is.

  • Melody P
    Melody P

    ANR clinic in Florida works. And Demi has the money to afford it. If you read this Demi, it could help you overcome the opioid cravings you might encounter in the future. I'm praying for you❤

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    RuPaul Drag Race Spoilers Roleplay!!

    Ok but and we just take 10 seconds to appreciate how gay her house is LMFAO is so perfect

  • Ana Clara Faria
    Ana Clara Faria

    it annoys me how there is talk about moderation but then shortly after there is a clip of her in 2018 talking about the EXACT same thing just before her overdose. I understand the duality and hardships of control during eating disorders, especially considering ultimatums and how essential it is to avoid them (no food vs. too much food) in addition to how demi faces her drug addiction: trying to avoid the same black and white decisions she's made regarding her eating habits. I really do believe that every person works in a different way, and I sincerely hope she gets better, but it feels like history repeating, accompanied by misunderstandings in regards to the way she sees the world and faces addicition in general (as in, it feels like she's treating her drug addiction like her food addicition and it is NOT the same just because it is an addiction periodt, ykwim?)

  • jasmine rewane
    jasmine rewane

    When her “friends” said they were happy about her engagement I knew there was a problem. Someone who just OD should NOT be getting engaged to someone they literally just met. So many rash decisions

  • Pilo Cortés
    Pilo Cortés

    Too many wrong messages in this documentary :/

  • Neovalys Gonzalez
    Neovalys Gonzalez

    exactly, never say never thats why justin made that song never say never bc u never know if u will do it again or fall again

  • Anabel Love
    Anabel Love

    No lie I feel more bad for her friends and family then I do Demi. I’m glad she lived but does she not realize how this is affecting the people around her. It’s your responsibility to get better, no one else’s.

  • Felineintuition

    Oh, Demi! You may never read this but I have to put it out into the Universe so please, forgive me. Drinking a glass of wine or smoking a joint to help you cope with your past is not recreational. It is self medicating. This is a path already tried and you know where it leads. It's OK to hurt. It's OK to feel pain and anguish and anger. It's also OK to move on and release the burdens you carry. If there's anything years of therapy have taught me is that we are resilient. Have faith in that spark inside you and be honest with yourself. With love, A fellow human dealing with depression, anxiety and ED.

  • Michael Melancon
    Michael Melancon

    Rest in peace. Just getting it out the way ahead of time. Mark my words. They'll be burying her sooner than they think.

  • Mike Moffett
    Mike Moffett

    Instead of bashing her for her new recovery path please remember that these are just baby steps for her

  • Sabrina Leal
    Sabrina Leal

    Was this the last episode?

    • Mike Moffett
      Mike Moffett

      For now it is. They said there may be another documentary

  • Kate Lexis
    Kate Lexis

    Can we just give her the benefit of a steps... And to her team... Honesty is the best policy..! To Demi dont fall short, talk, listen and learn that you dont always have to be on top.. Other than that im rooting for you and when you feel like you dont wanna live in the lime light pfft just go somewhere remote where nobody knows of you and be you not the famous celebrity that you are but just you.

  • Nicole Jusovic- Sysomboune
    Nicole Jusovic- Sysomboune

    So proud of you! Surrendering and acceptance is one of the hardest things to do. You do you girl. Substance abuse rates would be down if there was more affordable help to the many addicts the U.S has.

  • n0ble.n3va3h _
    n0ble.n3va3h _

    Demi has always been my baby. And as a fan i feel like i just wanna protect her🤍 but i cant. I do know that i have faith that she will remain steadfast and keep being her authentic self. This was a great doc 4-series, so raw.

  • Madison erickson
    Madison erickson

    Do what works for you babe!

  • aurora Milan
    aurora Milan

    GOSH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!! ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛

  • Tommy Wiseau
    Tommy Wiseau

    Madisan (her sister) is more responsible than her mom and shes 19.

  • Valerie King
    Valerie King

    I grew up with Elton John's music and this is the first time I've watched an interview with him. He has such an elegant speaking voice and wisdom in his words; I hope Demi is able to find a balance with the weed and alcohol. I'm glad she's not doing the hard stuff anymore; she's very blessed to have survived the overdose.

  • Erica Fuantoni
    Erica Fuantoni

    I love Demi but I don't believe in this "moderation" plan and I feel like her team, friends and family don't either, but there isn't much they can do because she's an adult. The only person I feel like it could have some sort of power its her mom but she seems to be in denial about Demi's situation. Its just very scary to us fans who really care about her seeing that the people who follow her closely are not able to tell her no

  • Oscar

    She looks so high omg

  • True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa
    True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa

    Okay so- totally against the drinking HOWEVER everyone's recovery is their own. Cannabis is a medicine- period.

  • Tia Richards
    Tia Richards

    I absolutely adore her!

  • I am NiA
    I am NiA

    I got so sad because of their broke up cause they were so happy together and I want demi to always be happy:((((

    • Izzy Ok
      Izzy Ok

      No guy wants to be in a serious relationship with an addict 🤣

  • Lucas Matos
    Lucas Matos

    "The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." - ...

  • Roscoe McDonald
    Roscoe McDonald

    When I herd about the overdose I just felt so bad for her family and friends 💔😞 poor demi

  • Heather Gallington
    Heather Gallington

    Your honesty heals my soul. Thank you.

  • Bryana Sedillo
    Bryana Sedillo

    Thank you Demi for sharing your journey and life story & getting so vulnerable. I have struggled with addiction for many years & it runs strong in my family’s veins. I work hard everyday to continue this road of sobriety. I have people who are so important and are family who have yet to overcome those demons- your story really helps me continue to be loving and not hateful because someone else’s addiction and choices are “selfish”. I found myself hateful towards the people choosing addiction over anything else, wanting to cut all ties with them, but we have to realize this is a disease and they need us to continue to believe, have hope & faith that they WILL OVERCOME ALL THINGS ♥️ Addiction is scary not just for the person using but everyone else who loves them so deeply. Thank you for helping me to continue to try to understand & continue being a support system. It’s hard when you personally have been there in a dark place and addicted. To really know what it feels like & to see people you love continuously throw everything away for drugs hurts so bad- when all you want is change and happiness for them! But I will always continue to pray for these people, & that they will see change if they choose to fight against the things they thought they never could-because if there was hope for you and I there is hope for them as well ♥️ Appreciate you Demi so much! We love you & are rooting for you 😭😭🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️

  • mich mich
    mich mich

    Why is no one talking about how cute she looks with her new haircut !


    so powerful, don’t regret using my time

  • Ashley Jones
    Ashley Jones

    She basically said she can’t get through life without weed and liquor......

  • Hello Hello
    Hello Hello

    Your house looks like a restaurant I went when I was little! 😀

  • Phat Mama
    Phat Mama

    how was I able to watch 3 parts, start the 4th one but didn't finish it... now when I try to watch it I get a message saying it requires a payment to watch but doesn't even give an option to pay 🤔😕😣

  • angel fairy
    angel fairy

    DEMI DESERVE THE WORLD PERIOD that’s all i gotta say

  • Leann Marie
    Leann Marie

    I am so annoyed. I waited forever for this documentary to come out and I can't watch it. I have been getting the same error message since day it was released.

  • Nathaly Babushka
    Nathaly Babushka

    Ew not Max the clown

  • Rina Vega
    Rina Vega


  • Vera Williams
    Vera Williams


  • AiSHaNICoLe

    Elton Jon “you either do it or you don’t.” Yup....Demi makes no sense saying, “I’m such a black and white Person” that means there is no middle ground so why does she think drinking a little will help?? I can see her dying young. She’s not getting it and the people around her don’t get it either. I too am a black and white person and I know that I either commit or I will fail. There is no Grey area.

  • SKYLAR Brink
    SKYLAR Brink

    😭😭 lm so happy

  • Oliver Fenelon Chee
    Oliver Fenelon Chee


  • Lendie Ong
    Lendie Ong

    Episode 5 please can’t wait

  • Alina Ali
    Alina Ali

    At least Demi grew during quarantine

  • KittBabe.

    I read the comments and everyone sees the huge red flags. I mean, we can't all be wrong. I hope this time she can really heal!!

  • Krystal Jakes
    Krystal Jakes

    someone close to me used crack, meth, and heroin. She never really smoke weed or drank but after getting clean she has moderately smoked weed to help maintain her seizures so she can come off the seizure medication. I am happy to say she has made a complete turn around! Do what's best for you Demi!

  • Melissa Echeverria
    Melissa Echeverria

    Can someone tell me why she isn't dating Matthew because I can see he loves her

  • Jessica Williams
    Jessica Williams

    I got really concerned with the way she was talking about her ex, now I see why. This moderation thing is such a slippery slope and scary!! I hope she continues to stay in therapy and heal.

  • Renee Hoff
    Renee Hoff

    Is anyone else having issues with not being able to watch this free? I keep getting the message that says "This video requires payment to watch. Playback ID: Yada Yada. Tap to retry" like every 2 seconds?

  • Zaira Vicente Jimenez
    Zaira Vicente Jimenez

    Loved it. So honest.😍❤️

  • Lalala123

    Bless Elton John for keeping it real about addiction.

  • Marcella Araldi
    Marcella Araldi

    Obrigada por ser quem é, Demi! A gente te ama

  • Clumsy Warrior
    Clumsy Warrior

    I'm just saying since she's stating that she is queen, I'll be her queen girlfriend in real life I'm not scared lol

  • Helen Geovanna
    Helen Geovanna

    You are very strong Dami!!!

  • chantelle fairbanks
    chantelle fairbanks

    Its sad how I didn't really see her fully smile like she did when she was telling everyone she was engaged! But I feel that pain.its hard losing someone you love and you have to mourn your love! I've always been a fan of her & I hope she can find happiness with herself cuz she can't love no one truly until she loves herself first

  • Amanda Eck
    Amanda Eck

    I’m so glad we’ve grown as a culture to understand that a woman shaving their head is completely normal/fine!! #freebritney

  • Adam Devereaux
    Adam Devereaux

    I'm EXTREMELY happy for her and I hope she continues to take care of herself for herself. I do want to say, people WERE talkin' about what was goin' on. MANY Black artists and other artists of color. So her statement on dat feels shortsighted and ignorant.

  • TJ Rhea
    TJ Rhea

    I hope we get more episodes

  • perdantos

    Demi la mejor! un abrazo de Puerto Rico

  • mint suga
    mint suga

    agree with all the comments about elton john. he was the realest and she needs someone like that to tell her when enough is enough.

  • Courtney Anderson
    Courtney Anderson

    Listen to Elton John

  • Jade Marmalade
    Jade Marmalade

    Personally, I think Sir Elton is the only “completely” honest person in this whole documentary.

  • Grazielli Melo
    Grazielli Melo

    Espero que ela encontre a força que precisa, que veja o quanto sua vida é importante e que tenha sempre pessoas verdadeiras e amorosas ao seu redor

  • Marija B
    Marija B

    🥺 “It’s not my fault, I have no control. UwU feel bad for me. I don’t want to take accountability.”

  • Nika R.
    Nika R.

    Wait. A watermelon cake?!? 🤔

  • Brandy Boggs
    Brandy Boggs

    why is no one talking about how absolutely amazing she looks with that hair cut

  • Kay War Face
    Kay War Face

    Ummm Christina Aguilera is 40????? Where!???

  • Rebeca

    I can't with her mom 😩😑

  • Rebeca

    Elton is the only honest person. Demi listen to him please!

  • Laurence Missa
    Laurence Missa

    I really do hope she gets the help she needs so she can deal with what make her feel she can't live without (weed, alcohol)

  • tatiana watt
    tatiana watt

    Drinking in moderation when your already an alcholic isnt moderation. Its justifacation. I tried for a really long time to say i know when im at my limit, but its the change in my thinking when i feel warm and fuzzy. But weed can be beneficial to quitting hard drugs. 3 years this october. I love that demi is so open in her journey though

  • Alie Patchik
    Alie Patchik

    I completely understand people who are concerned about her recovery and the way she is going about it. As an addict myself who was painfully enough doing the same things and painfully enough in the hospital a little after her, I have actually been doing moderation treatment for the same amount of time with zero problems. I do still drink on occasion and I smoke weed regularly. And I live a happy and balanced life. There is a lot of judgment on here from people who haven't been where she is.

  • mon f22
    mon f22

    Only 4episodes?

  • Glynda Townsel
    Glynda Townsel

    Demi is so beautiful 😍 im so glad she finally feels free and that she can use her voice to help not only herself but others.

  • Shanny

    Whens the next episodes coming out?????

  • Ben Stell
    Ben Stell

    Proud of you, queen!

  • Katherine Gibson
    Katherine Gibson

    Elton speaking the truth. Gotta love him.

  • Nevaeh Cannon
    Nevaeh Cannon

    I love Demi so much but I’m kind of concerned about the moderation thing with drinking because in the last episodes she said she picked up red wine, and decided to drink then she went off the Handel. I just hope she can work through this problem.

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  • trentmcjiivers

    She says moderation will work but also that she’s a black and white thinker. That’s a bit of a contradiction and it’s a little concerning. I hope she proves me wrong but I don’t think “California sober” will work out in the long run.

  • Boom Bang
    Boom Bang

    Something for sure she ain't queer or gay I feel like she is just confused u know. Definitely not that.

  • Mike Moffett
    Mike Moffett

    The hair cut was powerful 💕

  • Waleska Ortiz
    Waleska Ortiz

    I am changing my opinion about Demi Lovato. Demi: Just stop with the self-pity and"introspection" and accept your reality: you want to continue using drugs and be accepted as a non-sober person. Don't play yourself, your family, and your loyal fans!! Moderation does not work and YOU know that! Your life is full of enablers and YOU know that! This documentary is just a "public relations stunt" and YOU know that! Be real, be honest, grow up and be sober! I'm praying for you 🙏 I wish you luck!!!