im really struggling right now
Happy MONDAY I hope you are doing your best and I love u
If you want to watch my entire bedroom renovation series I've made a playlist here:)​

  • morgans vlogs
    morgans vlogs

    I love you 🖤 even if you don’t feel loved remember that you are and life always works out for the best

    • Chareena Acosta
      Chareena Acosta

      I hope you know this for yourself, too, Morgan. 💜 HUGS *

    • Lynn Smith
      Lynn Smith

      @Shari Lynn like you can't tell anyone what to do you're pathetic it's called freedom of speech.

    • Shari Lynn
      Shari Lynn

      Honey, you need to go see a doctor. You are definitely depressed and may need some antidepressants. I mean that with love. 🌷

    • Megan Dehn-Rose
      Megan Dehn-Rose

      Girl this is the most relatable vlog of all time

    • Michaela Giddings
      Michaela Giddings

      I don't get that she does not realise how pretty she is Hi and I love you

  • Cynthia Harris
    Cynthia Harris

    I NEVER COMPARE MY SELF TO PPL EVER....... not wreath my time no point in it all, nothing but hot hair waste of time........

  • Laura Heinz
    Laura Heinz

    Dude ryland sucks. You don’t. Get over LA. Move on. Alone.

  • Crystal Causland
    Crystal Causland

    You are so sweet and funny, life will get better. Life really is the shits and we have to keep pushing passed the horrible pandemic. I hope you feel better it's so overwhelming I'm sending you a big hug,😘💜💜💜😁

  • Kelsie O'Mara
    Kelsie O'Mara

    Being a young adult is hard... theres so many directions to take and you take one and do a U turn and the cycle goes on.. currently I'm attempting to switch careers but what happens if I get into it and dont end up liking it.. like I'm already starting over.. I definitely felt this HARD when I was deciding to quit my job, wtf is my purpose?! This is just the eb and flow of young adult hood... but on a real note I do hope your getting some amount of help and talking to someone about this

  • Carlita Bonita
    Carlita Bonita

    You are doing a lot of good things.. getting up, going out... all of that. I had that too... but I couldn't make the efforts as quickly as you did. I finally am now.. but I had to get out on Cymbalta and that worked sooooo well. That dark cloud lifted after about a month. Prozac used to work for my anxiety so well but with my horrible depression I had to switch to Cymbalta. I'm proud of you.

  • Depressing vlogs
    Depressing vlogs

    Morgan’s literally glowing here ! As always

  • alondra Lima
    alondra Lima

    I broke down this week too. To the point where I was on the floor with my head down crying out of frustration, sadness, mental pain and stressed out to the point when I'm trying extremely hard to keep it all together. People love to criticize and have their own opinions but those can really hurt . You just break. I get it. Update I feel better today(: remember we always have ups and downs in life. We are in this world together.

  • GlamClo

    Your definitely not the only one I get this all the time look ok on the outside but breaking in the inside but your strong and beautiful and you’ll get through it love you so much take care 💚🖤

  • alondra Lima
    alondra Lima

    Life is beautiful ❤ Only think about the positive. Love u morgan!

  • Chareena Acosta
    Chareena Acosta

    Morgan, please get out of Los Angeles. You are so happy when you’re back home with your family.

  • Isabelle Paulino
    Isabelle Paulino

    I wish I could be your friend in real life and just give you a hug and motivation 🥺

  • Chanteil Lemons
    Chanteil Lemons

    Girl same. I think we can all relate to how you are feeling, especially with what we are gong through right now.

  • Rachel Bond
    Rachel Bond

    I went through this and was later diagnosed with ADHD!

  • Shahbaz ahmed
    Shahbaz ahmed

    Hi good nice

  • Cayleen Bonneville
    Cayleen Bonneville

    I’m not trying to scare anyone because I don’t regret it and we need this. However ever since my j&j vaccine I’ve been completely off mentally, I’ve been totally depressed, everything is hard to do (even showering), I’m mad at literally everyone, it’s so frustrating. I feel like a total monster and I’m doing my best. Its just not going well for me.

  • las palmas
    las palmas

    i know its going to sound weird but i needed to see this video right now. Thank you for sharing

  • Kira Michele
    Kira Michele

    I'm going through the same thing. I graduated college two years ago and since then I've been so goddamn lonely and just trying to live like I did then and I can't, I just can't and I need to realize that

  • Tia Wang
    Tia Wang

    Morgan thanks for the video, I am going through the same depressing stage of my life, and this video really remind me that I am not alone, and it is normal to feel sad and out of control. Thank you

  • Celeste A.
    Celeste A.

    you are beautiful inside and out. ❤

  • Elisa Ashley
    Elisa Ashley

    Morgan, can I be your big sister? We can share stuff so neither of us drown in THINGS and you will be the young pretty one! Hugs.

  • Maja Jansson
    Maja Jansson


  • Alice Wong
    Alice Wong

    This video is relatable af

  • Sassy Ma
    Sassy Ma

    Boo boo you just need a boyfriend...But what do I know im married and im so lonely and depressed..Oh God help us!

  • Bethany Gates
    Bethany Gates

    This is so relatable, I feel the same way, completely empty. And I totally feel it more at night too.

  • Bethany Gates
    Bethany Gates

    We should bring Osiris’s back 🤣🤣🤣

  • Amplified by Nature
    Amplified by Nature

    I’m sorry for your struggle, Morgan. I cried with you because I felt this so much. I have been there so many times. Hope you have better days soon. Also, you look SO pretty in that red dress. 🔥 I mean, wtf.

  • 505 Street Cars
    505 Street Cars

    Depression is such a MFer isn't it? It's REALLY hard for someone who hasn't experienced it to understand what it's like. I feel the same way as you Morgan. I have really good things, people, and stuff in my life but....the hole is always there. And when you talked about even just getting dressed, and out of bed...ugh it feels pointless sometimes. But hearing someone else talk about the same things that effect me does help. So thank you for sharing, and I love you too.

  • Jacqueline Temple
    Jacqueline Temple

    Take it from a 58yr old mum of three grown sons, depression/anxiety rarely has a defined reason. I suffered with postnatal depression so severe I was hospitalised (not the medical kind either) and I learnt so much from looking back, mainly that some days it felt like my world was caving in and some days 'the sun was shining' but nothing happened to make those days different! My husband has often talked about coming in from work not knowing what version of me would be there, sunshine happy or sobbing because I forgot to buy eggs that day...I noticed you trying to convince yourself that everything would be ok or smiling when you really wanted to cry, pretending to 'enjoy' yourself because you don't want others to worry about you . I saw myself in your eyes, worried what people will think if you fall apart. Teach yourself to be aware that it's ok to have bad days when you're dealing with depression, it doesn't mean you're not getting better, it just means that today is a tough day. Keep a mini journal of good days (or hours) and bad days, over the course of a month try to aim for more good days than bad. You may have already done this but just in case, get your thyroid levels checked (I didn't get diagnosed till I was almost 40!) and your Vitamin B/hormone levels checked. So many people think vitamins aren't important because you can buy them over the counter, but the B vitamins (there's a few) are massively important to your mind and body, I only know this because my thyroid condition means I can't store them no matter how healthy I eat. If I sound like a fruit loop, ask google lol...and please, just don't rule out a medical reason for your anxiety/depression. Sorry for the ramble but I wish someone had told me in my 20's what I know now. xx

  • toijg avnnr
    toijg avnnr

    to forgiving her. Thank you for being authentically raw. A simple video can help the unexpected.

  • Nicci Florentz
    Nicci Florentz

    My depression has never felt so represented before. Also, your growth is heartwarming

  • MartinsMusicChannel

    sending you a virtual, socially distanced hug. Youre not stupid, if thats how you feel - thats how you feel.

    • toijg avnnr
      toijg avnnr

      have, but I relate to you so much. Depression & anxiety can be a bitch, but it’s gotta get better, right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Love you Morgan 💜

  • fizzypop

    Thanks for sharing what you are going through Morgan >< You're not alone 🤎

  • Sophia J
    Sophia J

    Things get worst before it gets better❤️ always remember things get better

  • Jerrica Salazar
    Jerrica Salazar

    I’m so glad you uploaded this. Thanks for showing how it is for so many of us on a day to day basis!

  • Kim Van den Heuvel
    Kim Van den Heuvel

    My friend just pointed me to your video. You're my new spirit animal. Hang in there, girl. I'll try to do the same ❤️

  • Janet MJ Meyer
    Janet MJ Meyer

    I am so sorry for your pain but so thankful for your video. I am sure you've helped others think and keep moving forward like you're doing. I will pray for you to have peace and a break through! 💞

  • Caitlyn B
    Caitlyn B

    Oh my gosh Morgan! I know exactly how you feel. That was literally me all week 2 weeks ago. It's not just you who feels this way. The pandemic has been severely damaging all of us mentally. Just keep going! We will all get through this together! This will all be over soon!

  • sunflower

    Girl I love you. Sending you all my love and warmth your way.

  • AmeliaNotFound

    I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Cheryl Corbett
    Cheryl Corbett

    Love you so much Morgan ❤️ you’re not alone in how you feel. I wish I could give you a hug!

  • Amber Dwyer
    Amber Dwyer

    I’m a mom...she’s only 8, but will some day be a woman. Let me just say, as a Mom I can honestly say you are someone I would be proud for her to be like. It doesn’t matter where you live, what you do, as long as you are always you and you’re kind. Do what makes you happy and be your true authentic self regardless of what anyone thinks. ❤️

  • Caitlyn Schwebke
    Caitlyn Schwebke

    You’ll probably never see this but I pray that you do. Please don’t ever give up. You are SO loved and you will get through this. This was so hard to watch when you cried 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you for opening up. It really helped me too. We love you Morgan!! 💜💜💜💜💜

  • Alissa Romano
    Alissa Romano

    Hang in there Morgan ! Sending you positive vibes and lots of love and hugs ♥️. You are amazing .... remember that!

  • Life.of.briell

    That red dress is gorgeous on you!!!

  • Alexa

    “it’s called a bathtub” HAHA

  • Jessica Hope
    Jessica Hope

    I know this sounds stupid because we’re so critical on ourselves but you are gorgeous & have the curves that so many girls want, including me. I know we all want what we don’t have, but I relate to you so much. Depression & anxiety can be a bitch, but it’s gotta get better, right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Love you Morgan 💜

  • The Life Of An Ordinary Egg
    The Life Of An Ordinary Egg

    I've been same the last week

  • Mary MacDonaugh
    Mary MacDonaugh

    Morgan move back to seem so much happier there with family.

  • Erin Shaffer
    Erin Shaffer

    Listennnnnnn. I’m not just saying this to say this or because I think you need to see this, but I thought you looked absolutely beautiful in this video. Just when I thought you couldn’t get anymore beautiful, the video come to the red dress and white jacket and you looked flawless!! You have beautiful skin, you’re just simply beautiful! I know you posted this video few days ago, and I’m a little late to the party, but everyone goes through this sadness in their life. Just feel what you need to feel. You’re already figuring it out. You will eventually come out the other side and better than ever!! You already seemed so much better in the beginning of your video. Just keep on smiling cuz it looks good on ya!! This too will pass my friend....this too will pass!

  • Anastasia Retzer
    Anastasia Retzer

    You are so pure 💓 💖 💛

  • corinna browning
    corinna browning

    When you said keebler elf in the DC shoes... A KEEBLER ELF FUDGE STRIPE COOKIE AD PLAYED.

  • Its Me
    Its Me

    That plant between the two shelves?

  • Actuality Chicken
    Actuality Chicken

    Seems like you’re happy at home. Also LA is the most emotionally and physically toxic city to live in. No one would blame you for moving out of there, just not worth it

  • Erin Roush-West
    Erin Roush-West

    Man I appreciate how real you are. Thank you. 😘

  • Arman Dhillon
    Arman Dhillon

    Thank you for posting this... it means a lot.... definitely many people are struggling rn including me... im a mess lol😅

  • Mykayla Wilson
    Mykayla Wilson

    This made me cry. I feel this something hard and watching this makes me know I’m not alone and things will get better.


    Even when we fall, we are moving forward

  • Casey Valadez
    Casey Valadez

    This video was so relatable it was refreshing. I call these moments growing pains meaning the next chapter of your life is trying to start but you haven't figured it out yet. I'm 28 and I'm having the same issue right now.

  • Citlali Hernandez
    Citlali Hernandez

    Everyone’s emotions are valid. It absolutely does not matter your background, what you had growing up or what you have now. You should be able to talk about your feelings to those important people in your life and if they can’t sit down and listen, then they are not for you. LET. IT. OUT.

  • Rebecca Castillo
    Rebecca Castillo

    Me at 31 with two kids and almost two years out of a 12 year relationship. Your not alone. I’m older and still facing hardships

    • alondra Lima
      alondra Lima

      Same .

  • Hannah Banana
    Hannah Banana

    “I’m getting rid of things, I have too much clutter” “Should I get a pool for my room?!”

  • Hannah Banana
    Hannah Banana

    That breakfast looked bomb as fuck

  • Hannah Banana
    Hannah Banana

    Morgan your videos legitimately make me feel like I’m not alone, especially the ones where you’re open about your mental health ❤️

  • Luna Otimas
    Luna Otimas

    a week in my life before my neds be like

  • lily g
    lily g

    i like the DC shoes........

  • Juan Nicolas
    Juan Nicolas


  • Elsa

    Breakdown vs breakthrough....🙏🙏

  • marissa lugo
    marissa lugo

    I understand how you feel about everything, you’re not alone

  • Corie Gibbs-Cronce
    Corie Gibbs-Cronce

    The no. No no no no should I wear this to the store rn? Haha she’s so funny

  • Victoria W.
    Victoria W.

    morgan thank you so much for putting out such a vulnerable side of you [idk why but I resonated w/u on so many levels in this video whilst having a mental breakdown]. it is just so helpful for you to acknowledge the void and emptiness, thank you for making me feel less alone. love u🤍✨✨

  • Corie Gibbs-Cronce
    Corie Gibbs-Cronce

    Morgan get a dog 💗

  • destiny Lukowski
    destiny Lukowski

    I relate to this so much. Thank you for posting this❤️ We will all be okay ❤️

  • Jayne Carr
    Jayne Carr

    morgan i went thru the same thing when i was your was one of the hardest things...i had a really close friend group and when i was around 23 we all kind of went our seperate ways and it was really hard for me im really sorry u are going tthru this

  • Hey Martin
    Hey Martin

    BRO DC’S 🤣🤣

  • Hey Martin
    Hey Martin

    Morgan I love you and this video. I relate to this so hard... especially when you talk about coping with change. Thanks for being vulnerable to show that it is okay to feel like this and that people are not alone!

  • Megan Buckler
    Megan Buckler

    Girl please leave LA!

  • victoria hart
    victoria hart

    It does get better. U are a beautiful girl inside and out chick. Know what u mean about makin friends. Im 43 n have 0 xx

  • Anya Zolik
    Anya Zolik

    its okay morgan i cried over my dad putting vegetables in my spaghetti everyone has bad days proud of you :)

  • AutumnAshley

    Thank you for sharing this,

  • Taylor C
    Taylor C

    Morgaaan! I seriously wanna buy the 9th & 13th pair of sunglasses you showed!😭😍😅 & def the 37th lmao, if you decided to change them from maybe to no hahaa😂 I've had the worst luck with sunglasses lately and can't find the style that I love anywherrrre here where I live in VA😅 I'm glad to see you're trying to stay positive through that week of depression you went through though💜

  • bemowat

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ also i relate to the crying eating eggs 😅 and my breakfast is oatmeal and banana too 😂😂❤

  • K D
    K D

    I'm very grateful for your existence, Morgan ❤

  • The Lucid Mystic
    The Lucid Mystic

    Girl, I HIGHLY recommend the book "The Art of Extreme Self Care" by Cheryl Richarson. It's a pretty short read but sooooo amazing. It shows us all the ways we are depriving ourselves, how our boundaries with others can affect us mentally, how extreme self care is the key to enhancing our energy, productivity, motivation, and inspiration, and how saying NO to others is a full sentence. We don't need to explain ourselves. We don't need to constantly give to others. We deserve to put ourselves first. We often deprive ourselves in more ways than we can count. I cried reading that book because it rang so true for me. And I also recommend it to my clients (even though I'm a lucid dream coach, it is helpful for EVERYONE to read this book). Our bodies will always be the first to tell us when something is wrong, and we just need to listen to those signals. I don't believe emotions come up for no reason. You're on your way to expanding into something greater which is why your current environment doesn't feel like it fits you anymore, you're energetically preparing for so much more. I hope that this book serves you and I hope that you honor your own needs and desires before other's. You deserve it.

  • Vanessa Mitchell
    Vanessa Mitchell

    I just moved to a new city by myself and I FEEL YOU! Thanks for being relatable and know you are NOT alone!

  • alfie ralphie
    alfie ralphie

    Same boo. Please go get some medical help. Therapy or something. I feel the same when I'm off meds. Ever since i got right meds I'm full. I didn't feel that in a while but when you started talking about how you feel my body clenched and I remembered this is my reality as well. Pleeease get help Morgan.

  • Sir. ButtersWorth
    Sir. ButtersWorth

    California sucks. L.A to be specific.

  • Tina Yang
    Tina Yang

    I love u Morgan! &Love the words of wisdom in the end! Ur so smart and sweet bby❤❤❤

  • Alexa Golden
    Alexa Golden

    I think almost anyone can relate to this video and feeling this way sometimes. 🥺

  • Erika

    Morgan, I feel you ): 💜 The ups and downs are tiring and frustrating. There’s no such thing as the perfect life, because everyone has struggles that we can’t see. It’s best not to compare. Hang in there, take care of yourself FIRST, and be with the people who love you, support you, and uplift you 💜 Depression makes us feel lonely. Don’t let it fool you, you’ve got people who love and care about you 💜

  • Courtney Long
    Courtney Long

    Please move back to CO

  • Amanda Jean
    Amanda Jean

    Girl you are doing it. Sometimes we stray away from the thing we really want because we are afraid that it means something about us if we decide we want something else. I was so ashamed that I didn’t want a goal I worked for and talked about most of my life. I couldn’t even stop pursuing it out my fear of being ashamed of not wanting this thing everyone supported. I asked the universe to take it away from me and literally the next day it was. My life fell apart. When you build an empire around something you don’t takes time...and it all has to come down first. Whatever it is you want....whatever you land on....just remember that it’s ok. It’s ok to change your mind. It’s ok to change directions hundreds of times. You have no one to live up to and no one to impress. Just go where you flow baby girl. I believe in you

  • grogglez

    You're not alone girl ♥️ I've been feeling off. We're all in this together, you got this!!

  • Valentinuuu

    I hope you have good recources like therapy or maybe medication if needed, this sounds like textbook depression. And with depression it doesn't matter how much you try or achieve, it is a illness, they go away with treatment, not happy thoughts and "trying". Maybe sounds sucky, but it helped me seeing it like this. The good things are still good but if depression doesn't let you feel the good it's time to get professional help, if you are ready for that. Because that can be a journey of it's own. I hated my first therapist. I feel like it's good to know that they are also just people and some people just don't vibe - even on professional levels lol. Idk. I feel you, been feeling like that recently too but I know how to take care of myself when I get into deep deeps and how to get out, I wish for you to find a way too. Sending lots of love and encouragement. Be kind and gentle towards yourself :)

  • Mandy Beltran
    Mandy Beltran

    Morgan I literally have been struggling with the same thing right now I had such a horrible breakdown down on Wednesday that I literally scared myself but we here we living ✌🏻

  • Chris Lilly
    Chris Lilly

    We love you!❤️

  • Lisha Herbert
    Lisha Herbert

    I'm proud of you queen

  • Cally Cooney calzone
    Cally Cooney calzone

    I love you Morgan I wish we could be friends if you ever come to ontario Canada I would definitely hang out and be friends with you stay strong I tried so hard not to cry when you were big hugs 🤗🤗🤗🤗

  • Abraham E
    Abraham E

    i felt the EXACT same way last week. 😭😭😭🖐🏼 the moon musta been on sum shit

  • Britt

    I'm a bottom feeder to I guess then lol

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